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must i be so hateful and empty during my special week of bloodied vagina and knife-in-uterus cramps? i hate everything and everyone and i wish i was dead so i wouldn't have to put up with everyone's fucking bullshit fuck you. i hate you because you can't understand me because you think it's okay to tell me to smile it is hard for me it is harder for me to smile than it is to do anything i want to kill myself but lol this is just a generic art-kid "poor me oh woe sob sob boohoo" journal entry that everyone posts at least once in their life, only in my case, it's like five times a week. fdgjhdkjghkjhab shrgkjdfhldjgahkjsbn i wish othe

i haven't updated this in a while, not like anyone cares lolol but went on a date tonight and it was super fun hopefully we hold hands tomorrow or soon i like him so much ajghkj he's the perfect gentleman too oh godd you don't even--- sososo friggin' sweet so i'm happy <3 excited. hopeful. um gunna fail english lol got a 55.5% on an essay yesterday.. 70% on another not even 1/3 of the way done this big ass collection of sherlock holmes stuff i have to read that i chose so stupidly.. i don't know what i am doing even what i might just read "three bags full" finish and choose another book with animaals that talk and shit. becau

from my art class. i've only had about three quick classes of figure drawing in art, and i can already see so much improvement in my art, the way i use shade and value, and lines. not alot of sketchy stuff. to anyone who has been following my journals and stuff, i'm feeling a little better than i have been. i dropped my history class, so now i only have art and english for the day. i get to stay up late, sleep in, then come home early every other day. i think next semester will be really good, too i've been playing HM:GB a lot lately, and i love it. the fact that you can jump makes me happy. BUT WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU GET THE GODDAMN HAMMER